I Am Golden

04Mar10

 

Now, I disregard your bull

And like a child you’ll be treated

Complain if you want to but silence is golden and the best answer for a fool

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I could never hate you and it will always be the opposite

(I wish you no more pain; I want success and happiness for you)

But best believe if you ask me something and I don’t respond in ‘your time’

and you shun me when I do respond, I won’t trip.

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Couldn’t care for his attitude, ‘the does and don’ts’ and his stubborn ways,

That’s your bad

I’m fed up today.

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I’ve been moved on and that don’t move me at all

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Played the child games long enough to know when it’s time,

Time to grow up and move on

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I’m no fool no more baby and I’m living mine

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No more quoting false statements coated in pride

No more in directs

No more uncertainties

I’m living in reality

I can see clearly now

Before I was blind

My heart, body and mind belong to The Father – He’s my only guide

My fickle mind could never decipher The Truth.

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It’s been a long rocky road

I’ve made so many mis-turnings to ‘wecanbecoolafterdeceit street’

Without walking and talking it through…

Thinking I can link to a one way of peace and civil-ness

without understanding you or

what you do

(without the hard shoulder)

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It’s only gonna get better now that I’ve settled you’re gone

No more off and on

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We’re done.

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I’ve got goals and I’ve already achieved some

I’ll wait patiently for The Truth to come

Won’t get bored of waiting for the right one

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I’ll choose to love outside the four walls and phone calls

Just be so comfortable that we’ll be free together

Be so sure of each other mind wouldn’t need to wonder

Make me wanna be a wife

Make me wanna be a mother

I’m talking 2-4 kids, thoroughly committed!

Choose to submit.

His & hers – I’ll design it!

Choose to follow me cos you know we’ll never split

My success is yours baby, remember this…

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Grow old together and reminisce on ‘olden days

Have you blasting Musiq, sing Dontchange…

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I must remember this and I’ll never forget it

‘How can I love somebody else, if I don’t love myself enough to know

When it’s time, time to let go’

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I’m not in denial about the not so sweet parts of future relationships

But next time I’ll know what I’m in

I won’t be so confused to thinking friends do what we did

I’ll stand up for myself and have enough strength to leave a stubborn situation

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I’m no fool no more baby

And I’m living my life

Because…

I Am Golden.

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“My sunshine has come and I’m all cried out and there’s no more rain in this cloud…” – Angie Stone

Look out for the final piece ‘Case Closed’…

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